I go in to get my wisdom teeth removed tommorow. I am so scared. My teeth hurt in anticipation. I've been biting the inside of my lip all day. I can feel the hyperventilation stirring just below the surface.

I've taken a sedative for tonight and I'll have another before the surgery tommorow, but that somehow doesn't make me feel any better. And if the surgery weren't bad enough, then I have to recover from it which means being all puffy and gross for several days. It isn't fair. I don't want this.

If anyone is bored over the next few days, please feel free to email me. I may not necessarily return emails this week, depending on conherency levels, but I will appreciate the contact. Sending good thoughts my way around 10:00am tommorow would be good too. I really am scared. I can't remember the last time I was this freaked out about something real. Well, I'll try to update sometime in the next few days. If I don't, well, I hope you'll all understand...