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Monday, November 29, 2004


His hair is tied up under a turban, only white facial hair showing. His skin is dark and lined from years of work, with no respite in sight. In a low voice, the man chants quietly in Indian. He smells of exotic spices and of far off places; of sun-baked hills and warm, clear nights. His look and attitude seem so grandfatherly that you practically see the small children surrounding him, pulling on his sleeves. I myself wish to curl up against him, breathing deeply of that exotic scent, and beg for a story of another world, in another time. His eyes closed, his head leans against the window, and I wonder at the thoughts that pass through them. I wonder of his childhood, and his family, and where he is headed. I wonder if he looks at me with disdain for being so uncovered. The bus stops suddenly, and his eyes fly open in fright. I catch his eye briefly and smile timidly at him. The corner of his mouth turns up slightly before he looks away. As we continue, he leans back, returning to resting tired, drooping eyes. I wonder if he ate curry for breakfast...

I take a long sip of my coffee, and turn to look at the woman across from me. Her bleached blonde hair falls down around the shoulders of a frumpy looking blue jacket...

posted by Pixie at 4:17 PM




Saturday, November 27, 2004


Things That Sucked About My Day - A List By Pixie
1. Waking up shaking uncontrollably, hyperventialting, and close to tears.
2. Spending THREE hours in the romance section at work, trying to shelve close to 400 books, which involved backing up the entire section about 4 times.
3. The woman who came in selling romance novels. I nearly cried.
4. The Post Office being closed at 5:00, when the website said they were open until 6:00. Ergo, I did not get to send in my Page Program application. Damn them!
5. Being greeted with a disaster area of a room when I came home. Had briefly forgotten what a mess it was.
6. Forgetting to call my boy when I got home, and only remembering when he emailed me to say that he was going out, thereby it was too late to call him.
7. Throbbing, pounding headache all god-damn day.
8. Being completely uninspired to cook, even though I hadn't really eaten all day.
and a 1/2. Our new laudry detergent appears to make clothes highly scented. Ew.

Things That Were Actually Good About My Day - Another List By Pixie
1. Having my boy there when I woke up to hold me and calm me down.
2. I completed the task that everyone figured was impossible, and impressed the pants off Michelle. Whee.
3. The little British girls who chose to get new books as their treat for good report cards. They informed me that books were the best treats.
4. I indulged myself with a Peppermint Mocha after work, and then was good and walked home - yay excercise.
5. Have now cleaned room. It's a much nicer place to be.
6. Getting several emails from people today. I like getting emails.
7. Tylenol. 'Nuff said...
8. Marc helping me to cook Teryaki (sp?) chicken and rice for supper. It was awfully tasty.
and a 1/2. Clean laundry for the first time in... well longer than I care to admit.




posted by Pixie at 9:41 PM




Friday, November 26, 2004


My NoNoNoNo project is now officially finished. The last photos can be seen in the usual place. Please feel free to comment on the project as a whole by email, in person, or in the comments section.
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I know have in my hands, three (count 'em trois!) glowingly good reference letters for the Page Program. Number three crosses the last thing I needed off my list, and it's ready to be sent in now. I mean, as soon as I buy an envelope and some stamps, and figure how many of said stamps to stick on it, and find a post box, and yea... And all this with ten days left until the deadline. That's right, I rock. You may all worship me now.
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Purgatory is tonight, and Star lent me her gorgeous red dress to wear. Whee! Fun /and/ excitement. That dress has fond memories attached to it of Calgary Con (not the one I broke my foot at) and the discovery that one can, in fact, store dice, character sheets, chits, and buisness cards in their bosom. It's good to be female, and not actually require pockets.
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Got the nicest compliment on Tuesday night. My mum, sister and I had gone to see Bev Facey's production of Guys and Dolls at Festival Place. At intermission we ran into our friends Jean and Betty, who we'd had no idea were there. After the show we talked to them briefly and Jean said to me, "You would have made a wonderful Sarah [female lead]." I felt all glowly inside, considering that in my opinion the girl playing Sarah was the best actress in their show.

And speaking of theater, Haley and I went to the audition last night, and it was great fun. I was terribly nervous reading the first monologue (an excerpt from 'He Just Liked To Look At Them') and as I watched the others was feeling that I really wasn't as good as them. After everyone had read their excerpts, Haley, myself and two other girls were asked to read other bits from other monologues. As I got up with mine, I noticed a note on that said - Slight English Accent. I asked if they wanted one, and they said sure. So I my excerpt from 'The Vagina Workshop' with a lovely British accent, that I happen to be exceptionally good at, and only tripped over a few words, including anatomical. Haley and I were awfully bouncy and giddy afterwards. We should hear back by the end of next week (Dec 3) by the latest.
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Well, that's my life folks. I'm going to go lie down for an hour before Purgatory in the hopes of being a more coherent, and less yawn-y person tonight. See y'all round...

posted by Pixie at 3:02 PM




Wednesday, November 24, 2004


So the great NoNoNoNo project ends tommorow, and my photos are trapped on my camera. Rarr. I really wanted to finish this on time. Now I don't know when I'll be able to get this weeks photos up at all. I wish I had my own digital camera.
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Thanks to everyone who commented on the previous post, and gave me ideas for historical figures. In the end, I've decided to go with Karl Marx for my project. I realize that none of you suggested that, or voted for him, but I figure I'll be able to find enough information, and write a fairly good paper on him. And afterall, he is the father of communism, which has all sorts of fun effects on the world. Again, thanks for actually voicing your opinions.
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In other news, it's now officially one month 'till Christmas, and time for me to start panicking. Not only that but it's one week 'till my mother's birthday, two and a half weeks 'till Rob's birthday, and three weeks 'till Dan's birthday. I hate December. Much too stressful.
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I'm currently talking on the phone to Haley and she is informing me of two excellent audition opportunities. One is for the Paramount theater's Christmas show, and the other is for (get this!) THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES! It just occured to me that they may look funny in search engines, but I don't care. Anyways, yes, the U of A is putting on the V-Monologues and have an open casting call tommorow night and Monday night. So tommorow evening, I'll be off to meet up with Haley, and the two of us will be exploring (hahaha) the V-Monologues.

I'm going to go now. Too many jokes, not enough boxes.... Ouch, there's another one. Seriously, leaving now.

posted by Pixie at 4:15 PM




Thursday, November 18, 2004


In your opinion:
Which individual has had the most international, historical significance in the 20th Century? (Bonus points if they're female...)

posted by Pixie at 1:48 PM




Monday, November 15, 2004


I'm over half-way with my NoNoNoNo project. Go me - I might actually see this thing all the way through. Although, I'll admit that I'll be sad when it's over, as I will have to return the digital camera to it's owner. Alas, and woe. My life is hard.

Thanks to everyone who commented on the last post. You guys made me feel pretty darn good about myself. The curriculum vitae is now done, as well as my essay, and so really all I'm waiting on is reference letters. That and a photocopy of my birth certificate, but being that my mother has that, it should be fairly simple to get ahold of.

I can't believe that this time next year, I could be in Ottawa. And living with Jess! I mean, granted I would definately miss my friends and family here, but it would be such an adventure. I've never lived anywhere outside of Alberta before. It's about time I have some healthy, productive excitement in my life. Speaking of which...

Things I Love About My Job - a list by Pixie
1) Being able to suggest my favourite books to little kids, and telling them all about why this particular book rocks.
2) Learning new authors, and new names every single time I work.
3) Being constantly suprised by the customers. For example the biker who buys "Pride and Prejudice" and the mild-mannered business woman who buys true crime stories of brutal murders.
4) Regular customers who make my day everytime they come in (George, Dupes, the 1st edition man, Romance lady, etc...)
5) Bringing books home with me, either to stay, or just sometimes to visit.
6) Knowing that every book I sell is going to be read by someone else, and pass its story along.
7) Michelle and I being the loudest people in the store, talking through the stacks to each other.
8) Watching books I've bought, or priced, or recommended leaving the store.
and a 1/2) Whyte Ave crazies around the full moon... and most other days for that matter.

Alright people, what are 8 and a 1/2 things you love about your job? Get posting in those comments...

posted by Pixie at 9:48 PM




Friday, November 12, 2004


My application for the Page Program requires a "one page curriculum vitae outlining [my] activities and interests." With a past like mine, you wouldn't think this would be a tough project. But... agh. I mean, I can talking about drama and list a dozen things within that, ranging from set design and construction, to choreography; I can talk about dance and I've got everything from T.Aing ballet classes to performance; My life in Guiding provides a whole host of volunteer activities. But then I run out of stuff. While I've done a lot of things, with the activities I love, I don't have a lot of activities. I /used/ to play the piano. I /used/ to play sports. But I can't include those now. They're no longer a part of my life. So what do I do? I'm at a loss.

I want this position so badly. I have to come up with a way of making myself sound amazing, so they'll want me. I've never really not been able to get into things that I wanted before. Maybe I'm spoiled, but I'm used to things going my way. In certain aspects, of course. Not in my personal life, or mentally, but in the things that I do. I'm persuasive, and people listen to me, and things usually end up swinging in my direction. And now I'm terrified that I won't get into the program. They only take 40 students from around the country. What happens when I'm not good enough? I can't remember the last time I wanted something this badly. I'm scared.

What do I tell them?
How do I convince them that I would be wonderful for the program?

Please don't let me fail at this too...

posted by Pixie at 4:17 PM




Saturday, November 06, 2004


"I think there’s too much emphasis put on having to be Someone, on making something out of nothing. It’s not a road that everyone can follow. It’s not a road that anybody should have to want to follow."

By the by, is anyone other than Raven actually following my NoNoNoNo project? I'd really like feedback on the photos people, so if you care, please give me a shout.

posted by Pixie at 7:24 PM




Friday, November 05, 2004


Did you know Charles DeLint lives in Ottawa? Guess who might be moving to Ottawa? Coincidence... Well, yes, but a pretty kick ass kind of one.

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I've gone back into my NoNoNoNo project and updated it to have all new pictures. So make sure you check out today's as well as the the others. Mmmm, digital cameras...

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Lyrics by Moxy Fruvous - My Baby Loves A Bunch of Authors

Well you should see my story-reading baby, you should hear things that she says
She says "Hon, drop dead, I'd rather go to bed with Gabriel Garcia Marquez"
Cuddle up with William S. Burroughs, leave on the light for bell hooks
I been flirtin' with Pierre Burton 'cause he's so smart in his books
I like to go out dancing
My baby loves a bunch of authors
My heart's so broke and bleedin'
Baby's just sittin' there doin' some readin'
So I started watching some TV, played my new CD player too
She said "Turn it off or I'll call the cops, and I'll throw the book at you"
All this arguing made me get dizzy, called my doctor to came have a look
I said "Doctor, hurry!" She said: "Don't worry, I'll be over when I finish
my book"
I like to go out dancing
My baby loves a bunch of authors
We've been livin' in hovels
Spendin' all our money on brand new novels
So I got myself on the streetcar and it drove right into someone
The driver said: "I was looking straight ahead!" but he was reading the
Toronto Sun
So my honey and me go to a counsellor to help figure out what we need
She said: "We'll get your love growin', but before we get goin' here's some
books I'd like you to read"
I like to go out dancing
My baby loves a bunch of authors
Lately we've had some friction
'Cause my baby's hooked on short works of fiction
So we split and went to a party, some friends my girl said she knew
But what a sight 'cause it's authors night and the place looks like a who's who
Now I'm poundin' the Ouzo - with Mario Puzo
Who's a funny fella? - W.P. Kinsella
Who brought the cat? - would Margaret Atwood?
Who needs a shave? - he's Robertson Davies!
Ondartje started a food fight, salmon mousse all over the scene
Spilled some dressing on Doris Lessing these writer types are a scream!
I like to go out dancing
My baby loves a bunch of authors
We'll be together for ages
Eatin' and sleepin' and turnin' pages




posted by Pixie at 1:58 PM




Thursday, November 04, 2004


I have discovered my super power.

My super power is 'Perfect Timing.' It seems to manifest mostly in the ability to always be right in front of a rush of people. I can walk into an empty coffee shop, and have a twenty person line form behind me. It's great. I told this to Michelle (my co-worker) and her response was, "I'm not sure how that'll help you fight evil." I said, "Well, I'll be caffeinated before them..."

posted by Pixie at 4:38 PM




Wednesday, November 03, 2004


So my wonderful father came over last night and he helped me fix the digital camera so that I can actually get the pictures off it. Whee. Be sure the check out the NoNoNoNo link at the side.
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We had an election party last night. Yay for geeks. Two TVs, and a laptop in one room, all focusing on the elections. T'was fun. Until I started feeling ill and went to bed early. Stupid Bush winning. Rarr. I wonder: if the final votes come in that Kerry won Ohio, what happens? He's already made the concession speech, but if he won... Interesting thoughts...
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I must stop responding to emails when I am incredibly emotional. It really blows everything out of proportion. I'm glad I have understanding friends....
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For those of you following the saga of Pixie's health - the ultrasound results from last week are in. And apparently I'm still healthy, and there's nothing wrong with me. I think the medical system is on crack. I AM NOT OKAY!! I just wish someone other than me could figure that out. I hate my body.

posted by Pixie at 5:27 PM




Monday, November 01, 2004


What, exactly, is it about me that makes people feel the need to constantly try to protect and/or save me. Good God people! I am eighteen years old, and have been through more shit than almost anyone else my age. At this point, I think that I have earned the right to take bloody care of myself every once in a while. I think I have earned the right to make decisions without everyone needing to give me their opinion/warnings/etc.

That said, it's not that I don't love my friends, and love that they care so much about me but... ugh. I am censoring the rest of this train of thought, so as not to say that things that will hurt others. On to a new topic...

I discovered today that my Comm Tech teacher is exceptionally cool. He started to hassel me, jokingly, about having not brought him coffee from Tim's when I had it, when I turned to him and said, "Do you want to hear about the phenomenal bad-ness that has been my day thus far?" He sort of paused, and then said okay, and I related my morning to him. It goes a little something like this:

1) Wake up from nightmares of best friends slicing open her wrists, to incredible chest pains, and shakiness. Feel sick, and awful, and rush off to catch the bus.

2) Get off said bus at the wrong spot and end up lost downtown - again. A sweet busdriver gives you directions, and you eventually find the bus stop you need. It should be mentioned that throughout this you have no hat, or hood, and your ears feel as though they are freezing off. Ow, ow, ow. It's cold.

3) Take right bus towards Southgate. Hope off just before the Tim's with the intention of grabbing coffee, and a bagel to eat for lunch, as you did not pack one this morning.

4) Have your debit card denied for being 'expired.' Who the hell knew that debit cards could expire? An amazingly nice woman lets you keep the coffee, but your lunch is left there. You walk the rest of the way to school. See previous comments about the cold.

5) Arrive for class 15 minutes late, to find someone else sitting in your desk, and be forced to sit in the crappy back corner. Follow along as they correct the homework you were intending to do in the time you have after arriving, before class starts - usually about 20mins.

6) Go to Comm Tech and have your teacher start hassaling you. Snap. Relate this story.

After that story, he was fairly sympathetic, and at the high point of the morning, lent me to buy my lunch. Which, by the by, was when I was planning on finishing recopying my English homework, but then I discovered that I had to be at a meeting for Carleton over the noon hour. It caused me to be late for social, but was entirely not my fault. And my English teacher bumped the deadline back anyway, so it wasn't a big deal. Oh, and I also wasn't able to buy my Nov bus pass, because of said dead debit card, so hopefully the bus driver will let me on tommorow anyway. Blah...

So my day started out colossaly badly, and never really bothered getting around to imporving. And between that, certain emails, and a conversation with Rob last night, I am remarkably grumpy. Therefore, I'm going to stop typing this, and not risk the chance of pissing off everyone I know... even more.

My NoNoNoNo entry will be up later. I must fight with a FTP server first. Oh yea, the day just keeps getting better...

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Update: My NoNoNoNo page is now up and running, with today's entry. The link is on the left-hand side, right above the cat picture. Please do send any comments on the photos my way. I'd really love to hear what you think about them...


posted by Pixie at 4:09 PM