I'm sick of being seventeen. I'm sick of being the baby, and being treated like one. It's just not fair. I didn't ask to be the youngest, but I am. And I get treated like I have no idea what's ever going on. I hate it. Just because I'm younger and I don't have all that life experience, doesn't mean I should have to feel so left out all the time.

*sigh* I don't really mean to rant - I know people don't mean to make me feel left out, but it is the way I feel. And this isn't the first time this has happened. Last time it was worse. Much much worse. Almost friendship-ruining worse. I guess I just hate feeling this way. Makes me feel all icky inside and headachy. Oh my head sure hurts. I just want to curl up in a small dark corner and never ever come out. Blah.