My day was made today when my friend said this to me:

"i dunno, you're just the kind of person that makes other ppl feel like.... like they mean something, like whatever happens in the world, no matter how crazy it is, things will be okay."

I think that it was the nicest thing anybody has ever said to me, in my whle life. If I can make other people matter, than I must matter. And then life is kind of worth it again...