It's been quite a while since I last posted. I've been busy being sick. It's been fun, really :S But today I was feeling especially low so here is my cry.

Have you ever met someone and totally connected with them, right away? I have a few times. This one, he was really great. Sweet, funny, kinda cute, really honest and pure. The kind of fun I miss having around me. We had a really great time. I only saw hime twice and we've talked since then but... I don't think he got what he meant to me. He opened my eyes to the way life could be, the way I could be. And yet, I felt that if I liked him I would be like all those silly annoying girls you told me about. How everyone fell in love with him. I do love him. Not the romantic-under-the-stars-love, but the genuine-I-wish-I-could-be-with-you-love. The kindred-spirit-love. He told me that I was kindred. Or something along those lines. And I really felt it when I was there but then I left and now I'm here and I feel... forgotten. Alone. Seperate. Maybe that's just me. Maybe I'm being melodramatic. But I do miss him. And I wish he knew....