I'm so tired of being alone. I just want someone to be able to talk to, who'll care. Someone I know cares about me. I just want someone special. To laugh and joke with. Someone I can cry with. I'm scared of the future because I see myself going through my life alone. And nothing anyone tells me can convince me otherwise. I see myself in 5 years, 10 years, 20 years... always alone. Perpetually single. And I'm lonely. I'm scared and lonely and tired of feeling this way. People keep telling me that there's someone out there for me and I just don't believe it anymore. I can't imagine that God would want us to spend our lives alone but maybe I'm wrong. *sob* I'm so scared...