It's not fair! It's not fair! It's not fair!!!! Everyone I love, the people I care about, the things I care about, nothing is the same. I have nothing, I have no one. My life is completely worthless! You don't mean the things you say, I know, I can see it your eyes. You just do it cuz you feel you have too, you don't want to hurt me. Well you know what? I'm sick of this. It hurts more. If I really am your friend, if you really love me... prove it! Don't just say, show me! Because I can't believe it anymore. Words mean nothing to me anymore because I have been betrayed by them so many times. I hate you, and yet I love you at the same time. But what I hate the most is (please excuse this brief interuption: this part of the entry has been edited so as not to have people spaz at me. have a nice day.) ahhh! I'm so angry. I can't remember the last time I was this angry! It's not fair! Why me? What the hell did I do to deserve this!?! I want to help you, to love to and to be your best friend but you just make it so damn difficult sometimes. Why... oh what's the point? It's not like anything I put here makes a difference. The words just dissapere into the vast nothingness. I could write here (the rest of this entry has been edited out so as not to freak people out. thank you for tuning in and have a good day.)