I don't really want to type because I feel like I'll start crying. It's lunch hour here, and I'm alone. I could be sitting by our lockers with my friends but I can't face them today. Besides, if I stay in here, I can't eat. Did you know that Coca-Cola has no fat in it? And that a 600ml bottle will provide me with 250 calories? Well now you do. I hate lunch hour more than anything else in the world I think. I mean you sit around doing nothing for an hour, so you lose any momentum or energy you have and then you don't want to go to your afternoon classes. I mean not that most people do anyways. It's just something that bothers me. So here I am, in the computer lab all alone, writing this, trying not to cry and surfing Health Canada. It's amazing the things that you can find to do to keep your mind occupied. You have to keep your mind occupied. If not.. you start to think, and you start to feel. And you start to remember. You feel the pain, and the hunger, and the hurt. You just want to curl up in a corner and die. It hurts so much. My BMI went up. *sigh* Time to face the real world again....